
This is when I wish I was better at words, because my visits to the Museum of Modern Art and The Neue Gallery were profound experiences for me, and I know I will not be able to explain it completely. I was taken by surprise the first time it happened - in front of a Cezanne at MOMA. I stopped to look at the painting and my eyes immediately welled up with tears. (The last time I remember such an instant physical/emotional reaction was in South Africa upon seeing my first wild Giraffe :-) A few days later I visited The Neue Gallery which was holding an exhibit on Van Gogh and Expressionism, and I spent several hours walking around in a blissful weepy daze! I would stand looking at a canvas, and it was something about seeing each individual brush stroke, seeing the dried paint of his signature - I had this very immediate, emotional experience of ... of history? of the power of art? of him? At one end of that brush stroke was me in the Neue Gallery in New York, but at the other end, just at the other end of that little flick of colour was a brush being held by Vincent Van Gogh 118 years ago.



